Saturday, February 23, 2019

Rain by Jeanna Pruitt Weeks


There’s just something about water in south Mississippi.  It just seeps into the cracks of both the living and non-living.  It seeps so purposefully into everything that doesn’t have a firm outer shell that if you aren’t careful you’ll find that your insides and the ground you’re standing on have both turned to mush. 



We hadn’t had a prettyday in two weeks, and mush is exactly what I felt like.  In the South we say “prettyday” as all one word.  A prettyday is quite definable in the South.  It always happens after a good rain when everything returns to a lush rich green shade and the sky is the clearest baby blue with a few wispy cirrus clouds thrown in for good measure.  And a prettyday always has a light, constant breeze.  If there’s no wind, then it’s not a prettyday because the South is absolutely suffocating without God’s fan—regardless of the season.



But it’s been weeks seen we’d seen any other color but grey in our sky, and it was wearing on the Southern hospitality in everyone.  Grey and rain made every one talk a bit lower.  They were laughing less, talking as if it pained them, just generally shuffling through their day, unwilling to look up from the puddles at their feet.



Their foundations were turning to mush.  I could see it even if they couldn’t.  It comes from having too much time to think and not enough to do to keep you from it.  It was wearing me out—the avoiding my own thoughts.  I can only guess what it was doing to everyone else.





Funny how rain makes everyone want to go home and sleep.  It’s as if our prehistoric wiring short circuits our modern day notions of being productive from first alarm buzz in the morning to last light out at night.  Like we should rest—or have sex—since there’s nothing else you can do in the field when water pours down from the sky.  But staying home, hiding under the covers, only makes me think in grand style.  Makes me ponder deep thoughts, wander down fanciful paths of stories and plots and creation.  That’s what happens when I’m home alone in the rain.  I think.  And I’m left exhausted from the work the next day.